1/31/2007 finally!!
omgoshhhhh NO MORE LEFT EYE BLUES (!!!) i FINALLY managed t get both contacts in (!!) but who knows i may not be able t do it again the next time and i took a effing long time t get them in this time round. when i finally got it in the feeling was so surreal it's like !!!!!!! AT LONG LAST.
my vision is really w3irxx now it's like before i can see words really clearly i have t really fix my eyes on it t focus is this normal?? and whatever i see has this squirmy feel t it. i can feel the contacts in my eyes too it's like a ticklish feeling.
i hope tmr morning i'll be successful. ): sigh.
blah i really really wanna catch The One qualifying rounds but there's training tmr. ): good luck amal and camellia! :D :D
i got a Rain poster from Seventeen yay. (;
today's integration test was not bad, hope i pass! skl was okay luh i wish everyday were like wednesdays. or fridays maybe.
blah touch is taking up a lot of time now there's trainings on tuesdays, thursdays and fridays. on mondays i have t come t skl earlier t run cause i can't run 6 rounds in 13 mins like wth THIRTEEN!! i think i'll never ever get out of this thing until we step down. -.-
our team is getting smaller and smaller from about 21 people we're now down t 15. jeannette i'll miss having you chasing us for money!!
you know what i can't wait for the Rugby World Cup!! NZ NZ NZ! and more of...... DC HAHA.
hokays i be off byebye.
7:27 pm
1/29/2007 left eye blues.
shit it lah i'm effing frustrated i just CANNOT seem t get my left contact in IT'S SERIOUSLY PISSING ME OFF. at least for my right eye, i can get it in after a few tries. but my left eye is being a pain in the ass and my eyelashes are always in the way now i wish i had short eyelashes at this rate i think by the end of the week i STILL won't be making any success blah i think i'm blabbering.
i hate tutorials why do they never seem t stop coming in.
oh and girls if you get a cut or graze on the field whether big or small wash it okay!! don't let the soil bacteria get t you. ):
10:49 pm
1/27/2007 finally out.
finally went out today after so long. ever since i started skl, i haven't gone t town or anything even close t it. and t think the month is ending soon. it's always home, skl, home, skl.
i got a new ripcurl wallet! haha. it's a belated christmas present from my mom. and i saw a gorgeous pair of nike dunks. but it's like 124 bucks?! sigh way beyond my budget. if i even have one. hahahah.
bought 2 hairbands too, one bronze and silver. nice!
erm collected contacts today too. i took so long t wear it laa. haha. cause i kept blinking. iunno, i sorta think my vision isn't very clear after wearing it. is it just because i'm not used t it? what if my degree isn't right? maybe i made a misjudgement when i got my eyesight tested? does this even happen??
sighhhhhh i'm still not sure what colour i should paint my room! it can't be too bright cause my room's not exactly big. -.- yet it can't clash with blue cause my cupboard's very blue. now i wonder why i liked blue so much in the past. it's sucha boring colour! (t me that is hahahah)
yesterday's bio spa and math retest were alright, hope i did well! stayed back after skl with the intention t do integration but ended up slacking away with xueting instead, omogosh. and i.......... had my first encounter with *a** **y HAHA but it really makes me feel like rolling my eyes.
and what the hell there were too many health reps who wanted t do canteen survey, so i got switched t morning minute health instead! who in the right mind would wanna stand in front of the whole skl during assembly t teach silly exercises?! thankfully ms audrey was there and i asked for a change t mass walk. hahahahahh.
oh and i managed t catch the The One auditions! HAHA. we half opened the back door and stood there listening. it's like cmon, we were already half in the LT they should have let us come in t sit. -.- lol. some of them were not bad!
i love Wind It Up by Gwen Stefani! in fact i love practically all of her songs i think she can be sorta counted as my favourite female artiste HAHA. and i'm addicted t Fergalicious too. i found the song a little weird at first but the more i listen the more i like it. lol.
know what? NY *u****s suck lah. GENERALISATION. but who cares. =p
11:13 pm
1/25/2007 coincidence.
chem test was a bummer.
math retest and bio spa tmr. then it's off t more homework and mugging after skl.
i still can recall the days when i went J8 after skl till i was so bored of J8. yet now i never ever have the time t go. weekdays mean mugging, tutorials, mugging, tutorials. even during breaks after eating everyone is off t do work, instead of sitting around chatting like we used t do.
didn't train today cause my right lower back muscles were hurting. ran only 2 rounds then taught a new girl how t do passing and stuff. felt really tempted t play!! but only sat t watch. ): and oh man, we're gonna have extra trainings during one of the week days.
O: O: you know what when 853 was in yishun already, i looked out of the window and i saw a car that was of the exact same colour and model as my parents' waiting at the junction for the traffic light t turn green. so i looked closer and omgosh i saw my parents in it!! confirmed it by looking at the carplate. HAHA. the bus actually went pass them!! was quite shocked t see them in the car. LOL.
four tres two uno!
11:32 pm
1/24/2007 trick sms.
i totally fell for a trick sms "call me urgently. bad news about you." like omgosh luh hahahah got me so worried i really called! forwarded it t some people and quite a number got tricked! super funny luh hahahahahah.
skl was boring studied in the library with suhaimi, adeline and deena then shifted t canteen with cally. stayed till pretty late. been long since i stayed till in skl till it was dark apart from training days.
stupid chem test tmr, still left with halogens untouched!! the other sets of notes i barely remember what i memorised. so sure i'm gonna mix everything up tmr. ):
sigh bye i'm off t mug for chem. ):
11:29 pm
1/23/2007 shittified.
i think i'm gonna shift t ELJAY after i hit 300 posts. yup! but that's just tentative.
tuesday was packed as usual, econs test was........... i suck at econs lah.
and omgosh luh today was a super SHITTIFIED day (!!!) when i got out of my home and looked down the stairs, i saw a pile of shit at a corner! it was freaking smelly and repulsive man.
but wait, that's not the end of it. while i was walking t the bus interchange, I SAW YET ANOTHER PILE OF SHIT in the pathway. everyone was making a roundabout at the disgusting area.
like ew man HOW OFTEN DO YOU SEE A PILE OF SHIT IN YOUR WAY? and it's TWICE in a morning!
whatsmore, the shit was DEFINITELY not some dog shit or something. i'm pretty sure it's HUMAN shit. and both of the piles looked strangely similar.
i seriously wonder who would be so unhygeinic and disgusting. after that i was so sure all the shit i saw was a bad omen (!!)
i...... do not like t train in the hall cause it's so hot and stuffy. ): i hope the field can be used again soon!
looking for people t mug with after skl tmr! any takers? ):
9:56 pm
my passion.
i don't know but. i think i'm gradually losing my passion for touch.
i don't look forward t trainings as much anymore. i don't feel the drive t improve when we have trainings. i don't feel like i'm putting in my all when i play the game.
maybe there's just so much a person can take. i used t cling on t that little hope, but now it seems t have disappeared from within me. it was still there during the camp, but everything just seems t have gone downhill since.
help me regain my passion for rugby, please.
12:16 am
1/22/2007 jealous!!
omgosh omgosh liuying told me this morning that she actually went for the RAIN concert for FREE omgosh omgosh i'm fucking jealous (!!!!!!!!!) I SO CANNOT GET OVER IT.
and yesterday i was looking at photos of Rain going for his press conference and in the background i saw this family looking totally UNFAZED and i felt like screaming at them (!!!) they're so damn lucky t be able t be at the RIGHT PLACE at the RIGHT TIME t see Rain in FULL VIEW UP CLOSE yet they prolly don't give a hoot while people like me so wanna see him but don't get the chance to (!!!!!!!!!!)
sighhhhhh.
on t happier things. i'm gonna paint my room! YAY! after watching Bai Jia Le on tv i so wanted a paint job for my room. i wanna paint it a nice bright shade of green or orange!! so sick of how blue my room looks.
and......... miscalculation i have EIGHT mosquito bites -squirms.
the whole health rep thing is damn ridiculous and such a waste of time like dohhhhhh and you know what there are FIVE touch ruggers who are health reps HAHA. me, deena, gracia, yanyi and liuying!
i shall go study for my econs test tmr kbye.
9:54 pm
1/20/2007 e zhuo ju zhi wen.
uh-oh. it's the familiar indescribable feeling again.
just finished watching It Started With A Kiss. i guess that explains it eh? i love it when Zhi Shu surprises Xiang Qin by doing unexpectedly sweet things!! and they're so funny lah. i wanna watch E Zhuo Ju Zhi Wen 2!! :D :D can't wait.
urgh i have 6 freaking mosquito bites and they're annoying me like hell.
visited the optometrist yesterday, and my degree went down on both eyes! :D now they're both 575. okay i know it's still very high but............. it went down indeed hahahah. oh and the guy was from nyjc too. lol.
it was supposedly games day yesterday, but it rained unfortunately. stayed back in skl t do my work so decided t stay on t watch OG 11 as well. in the end, everyone was sitting at the grandstand watching a soccer match between ny and..... idontknowwhat. hahah.
as quoted from someone, "this is the first time half the skl is gathered t watch a skl soccer match". HAHA. and i have concluded from past experiences that rugby matches in skl are way more exciting. (: really! one of the most exciting ones was the one with MI under the pouring rain hahahahah.
we were all given a visual treat t make up for the stopping of games day due t the rain! a rainbow! it was really pretty. (:
still sad i can't see rain! booooooooooo.
sometimes i imagine what it'll be like if i really quit jc and jump onto the poly bandwagon. but that will never happen cause i don't have the guts to.
6:53 pm
1/18/2007 rain!!
i'm fucking sad now cause i can't get t see my dear Rain even though he's gonna be less than 40 km away from me!! he's gonna arrive at 11.50 TONIGHT. I SO SO SO SO SO WANNA SEE HIM. BADLY. so near yet so far!!!!! ): ): ): ): !!!!!!!!!!!
imagine seeing him in real life it'll be really exhilarating (!!!!!!!!!) it's even better than seeing Kwon Sang-Woo! and i was already very excited that time! so you can guess how crazy i'll get if i could see Rain (!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
boo i'm so depressed now it's not even funny. byebye.
10:07 pm
1/16/2007 new j1s!
yo. tuesday sucked as usual. only my second tuesday of the year and i'm already sick of it.
screwy amount of breaks, endless lectures and tutorials, GAH!
and the LTs were so cold, esp LT4. freezing crazily inside.
we chose t go t the zoo for our learning journey! like YAY fun! hope we can really go. (:
rugby today, there were 8 J1s joining us. they seemed quite nice. hope there'll be more next training.
today the field was muddy MUDDY muddy MUDDY! there's no other way t describe it.
good thing tmr's wednesday. short day. i should start mugging like urghhhhh damn slack pls. lotsa tests next week!
BLAH i better do my freaking chem tutorial. BYE.
11:51 pm
1/15/2007 volleyball.
hokay today for pe we started volleyball but i so cannot foresee a good future in vb cause i sucked horribly at the first thing we learnt, setting! hahahahah. but vb seems quite fun.
and we laughed like mad over shengping and wenkai doing social dance they were SUPER drama and funny! the most drama COUPLE out there for sure. HAHA.
nothing really interesting happened in skl today, but once again i was questioned about my ability t speak chinese (!!!) i can speak chinese OKAY it's not weird. ):
been quite long since i really met up with my og, so met them this morning for breakfast today. (:
i'm getting contacts soon (!) that is when i actually have time t go make. hahahahah.
i want t eat toblerone.
9:22 pm
1/14/2007 toblerone!
ahhhhhhhh i'm developing an addiction for toblerone (!!!) i can gobble up one stick in less than an hour. O:
thinking of getting an ELLLLJAYYYY hahahahah cause it's k3wlxxx and i hate blogger. ): but i'm lazy t move and can't really bear t leave my 200+ posts behind.
boo i detest integration i'm frikking slow when i try t integrate.
Zheng Yuan Chang from It Started With A Kiss is quite good-looking but it's not the kinda look i go for. heard that mengjiat loves him hahahahah. and i saw this guy on tv called Wu Zun who is quite cute!
wanna watch Bad Family properly! not in bits and chunks like the previous time.
i realised something!! i knew that Rain's real name was actually Jeong Ji-Hoon long ago. but i just realised he shares the same name as Joo Ji-Hoon! i love my Ji-Hoons!! :D :D
allow me t go eat my [second (!!!)] toblerone now. byebye!
kapa o pango. :)
8:13 pm
it started with a kiss.
i am hitting 300 posts soon i think (!!!) about 20 more t go. (:
i watched a couple of episodes of It Started With A Kiss today, and it's been quite good so far! don't usually watch taiwan shows but this seemed pretty interesting. :D
yes i know i should be doing my work but i've been surpressing myself for a full week! the past week has really been hellish with homework and little sleep. ):
read dickson's and my og's blog and i think i'm missing out on a lot. ): they've gone for lunch outside so many times together already and i catch no ball about all the pokemon etc stuff they're talking about.
anyway cally told me that OG 11 did great for netball during cca bazaar! they lost t 0626 3 - 2 (team of netballers and bballers okay) and thus fell short of top 3. didn't realise they were so sporty, haha!
ah i think it'll be quite cool if we got a rugby windbreaker. but................ $$$ ):
i love walking around nanyang after lessons end it has a nice environment don't you think? walking along the corridors, hanging around the atrium, walking past mugging students at the benches, gazing down at the field and grandstand. insignificant and done all the time but it brings about a sort of relaxation when we're free and not thinking about studies, just plain idling with your friends. i especially like looking out at the field and grandstand from the atrium in the evening. even better when there's some sort of activity going on below.
i like studying after skl in the library and canteen too.
you know sometimes i cannot stand it when people say they hate their jc. have you thought that maybe it isn't really the skl? but the whole jc system in general? what makes you think in some other jc you'll be happier? you still have t study the same things, you still face the same stress from homework deadlines and tests. it's still the same system. have you considered the friends you've made in jc? how come life is still so bad with them around, don't they bring you any comfort at all? show some appreciation, people.
my BI OPPA is coming t singapore in a week's time, I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA SEE HIM! ):
2:47 pm
1/12/2007 1st week.
the week is finally over. my 1st official week of lessons yet i feel like skl has started ages ago. this week passed damn slow pls.
hokay today skl was fine ms ding said i'm very tanned during bio yay wahahah. usually i don't get that very much cause there are so many people much tanner than me. but i seriously need t even out my tan my legs have sock and shorts lines hahahah.
the 2 gp tests were....... blah i think i'm losing my touch. ): stayed after skl doing integration i will complete it this weekend promise! same goes for econs data response and chem tutorial.
my gosh lah my og members actually want bio tutoring like wth it's only the 1st week of their 1st 3 mths and they're worrying about As already i should feel ashamed. but i doubt i can really do tutoring i'm already having trouble trying t save my biological ass hahahahah.
og 11 is like...... so close-knit i wonder what'll happen after they split into classes. cause most people may miss their og at first but in the end they'll love their class by the end of 1st intake and ogs just seem inexistant.
did i mention i'm the health rep HAHAHAHA can you believe it (!!!) no more chem rep for me.
today was freaking cold and i didn't see hair boy today HAHAHAHA but well hair boy seems annoying so naaaaaaawh.
9:53 pm
1/11/2007 cca bazaar.
wah crap man, been effing busy lately, blame it all on myself for slacking so much during the holidays. so now i'm lagging behind like mad! i'm gonna make sure i complete everything that's SUPPOSED t be done long ago by the weekend. so i can keep up with the pace.
cca bazaar was cool, though there weren't a lot of J1s walking around i wonder why! about 40 girls left their contacts, let's hope they'll stay!!
for pe, i'm in vball and floorball! boo i don't wanna play floorball, i'm scared of the sticks. like hockey. ):
today's training, i felt like i was playing damn bad. feeling quite shitty now. actually sometimes i question myself why i go for each training, cause i just don't see myself being able t get into the team. like yeah people will tell me train hard, don't think like that, but it's like my stand in the team is something like "the one who needs help" and i feel like this isn't gonna change anytime soon. and also what matters most in the end is what the coach thinks of you and i feel like in shah's eyes i'm always one of the worst players which i myself think is quite true. idk, it just feels like i'm not really improving too.
okay enough about touch, tmr damn crap i have 2 gp tests and i have t hand in bio and chem someone save me!
i be off t chiong my work. ):
10:20 pm
1/09/2007 og 11!
HELLO! omgosh i cannot believe O1 is over. hahahah. OG 11 ROCKS!
but i have t say sorry t OG 11 for not being the most active ogl ever. the past few days been thinking a lot about silly homework stuff which i couldn't get my mind off. hahah. and i tend t quieten down when i'm really tired.
i still love og 11 though. (: you're all so united now it makes me happy! actually meeting early morning t eat breakfast together and thinking of making an og windbreaker. ohgosh.
first day was alright, though the J1s weren't that enthu.
second day got better. i was quite surprised when some of my 11s suddenly asked me "why are we not playing games like the other ogs?" and initiated playing concentration. but it was a pleasant surprise for sure. -grins.
and i'm so sad i had t leave halfway during the sentosa games! i think i missed out on A LOT. but glad the og was more enthu on the 2nd day, so yeap.
the last day was cool too, abyss was loud during cheers, it finally felt like O1 was a success and they totally enjoyed it.
disco night was effing fun! was running around the hall with some ogls and slipping ourselves into every human circle that was made HAHAHA. my calves ached like mad the day after from all that jumping!
flag day was okay, sorry i didn't go for lunch with you guys. but i promise t try t go for the next og outing. (:
i'm so glad i learnt how t chant the kamate haka the all blacks do all the time! yay! i love my blackies. =p it brings me one step closer t my dear dan carter too aww.
youknowwhat i am turning into a mugger soon i have plans t visit the library every wednesday and friday after skl and t do all my homework on time! yeah! come join me in my library adventures.
cca bazaar tmr! hope it'll be fun.
10:13 pm